one wish.

An exam that's just a few weeks away, a wedding that's i dunno how far away and a libido that keeps increasing.
Im so angry and frustrated but can i be blamed?
I dunno what to do anymore! if im not studying i feel guilty, and when i feel guilty all i want to do is just forget!
I cant wait till its June already. i can't wait till its 2012... i cant wait till i wake up and all im looking forwards to is kissing my fiance goodmorning.
Im tired of being stressed out all the time, im tired of feeling like death might actually be a blessing. im tired of feeling like this life is not worth the hassle.
if i had a wish right now, i'd wish i were 6 in a huge green field with daisies all around. i'd be wearing a white cotton dress, and be barefoot... and i'd run, i'd run like my life depended on it, it run against the wind. i'd run and only stop when id feel i couldnt run anymore. Once that happened, i would lie on the grass and look at the sky. Try to make out faces and objects from the clouds that pass by...

If i had one wish, i'd wish to be free and without worries.

if i had just one wish, i'd wish to be happy and feel immortal.

if i had just one wish...